i have no idea what i am typing and for the rest of the entry it could be just a MESS, yet i want to put this down so that if one day i lost my mind or i am old and senile i can refer to this!

when you 'look' rich people come near you, are nice to you, say to keep in contact and whatever shit to show their presence. when you have nothing left, where are they? even if own kin don't help, who will? sometimes friends are just better! i guess we made the wrong decision, shouldn't have troubled 'other people', xing ku abit to solve our own problem and all these won't be happening. as the saying goes : 说到钱就伤感情!

hai... alot of implications... indeed i am disappointed but how can i do just what i want? why are these things happening now? plans gonna change again? solutions where do i find you? i wanna get out of this situation... even if it means losing the priority or the grant.. whenever i thought of what mum say it just breaks my heart.. father u have gone through alot.. i want to give u a better life...

let us stay united and loved each other and make 'other people' jealous of us!

Simple and ordinary.
I am blessed with a loving family and a bunch of lovely friends.
Currently studying part-time degree course in NUS, for a better future.
A new chapter of life is about to begin.....